Destiny

I don't want anything to change

I do want everything to change

I know nothing will ever change

Destiny has cut my throat drained every ounce of humanity

everything I know to be true everything I love in life

is an illusion built to encase me

I crawl in an ever narrowing cave I see no end to it

I fear being stuck at the end

I know what brings life can never be mine

It never could

I look at you and see everything

I turn around and see a darkened place

I am alive in your embrace the one I'll never know

How can something so pure and perfect

give me every feeling known to mankind

And never be fulfilled

I don't care as long as you are here I am that weak

There is nothing and everything I want

Enduring at the same time

Crushing me in the weight of reality

Anger pumps my veins and love make me realize

I'm still alive and wanting what will never be

want to know me feel my weakness

passivity sucks and destiny

has fucked me over